AKU YANG EGOIS

Yesterday when doing my zuhur prayer, I asked Allah to send “angin rindu” to both of my parents.

I can feel that my ego getting bigger.

Because I really feeling mad and sad as my father do not even call me in this 5 days(within 5 days)

So, after maghrib player my phone was ringing and that was from my father.

I just stood up in front of the phone and watched the screen.

“My dad  calling………..”

Then after some minute,  silent.

Im not answering the call---- which been sent by my dua’ actually. But I miss them so much.

Ayat yang mudah. Aku merajuk sebenarnya.

Today I just cant stand anymore. I just miss them, So I put aside my egos, calling them.

It’s a heal for me to hear your voices abah, mak.

Pelihara mereka ya Allah.

Apa entah. Makin tua aku ni, makin ngengada nak manja. Padahal dah biasa dengan perangai-perangai tak diduga 1001 manusia.

Padahal dah banyak terasa hati yang disimpan sampai sekarang.’

Hidup ni sementara. Kejap je. Semua benda tak kekal. So follow the good vibes and be thankful to every experience that you had gone through.

SEBAB AKU BERPEGANG PADA TIGA PPRINSIP INI;

·         Takda hak bagi seseorang manusia menilai keburukan seseorang

Dan…

·         ALLAH WILL NOT BURDEN THE SOUL BEYOND WHAT A PERSON CAN BEAR.

·         Ikhlaskan hati dalam membuat segala perkara walaupun Nampak kecik pada mata manusia.

Tapi bila aku rasa down,  aku rasa taksedap hati yang datangnya tanpa diduga apalagi dipinta, cepat ayat ni keluar daripada hati.

ALLAH WILL NOT BURDEN THE SOUL BEYOND WHAT A PERSON CAN BEAR.

ALLAH WILL NOT BURDEN THE SOUL BEYOND WHAT A PERSON CAN BEAR.

Diulang banyak kali.

Itu aku.

Korang ada cara korang tersendiri.

Semoga Allah memberkati setiap langkah kita di dunia ini.

PadaMu kami panjatkan doa

Moga dipelihara ditetapkan iman

Dunia ini penuh cabaran

-Jalan Bahagia, Hijjaz-

catatan Nurrul Hadzriena, 6.00 p.m

Adios.